this year is definitely not a fun year for me.
many weird things happened.
it's really very stressed to be in secondary four.
time passes really really fast.
the scariest thing now is "n" level which is just a few months away.
it's no longer a few years away.

i remembered that 2005 - 2007 march holidays were relaxing.
not as stressful as this year.
there are many stuffs for me to complete by school reopens.
piles of homework like "n" level coursework.
the whole book of chinese "n" level book.
and many other more..
what's worst is, you have to go back to school for CCAs.
i've to go back like twice, 12Mar&14Mar?
there are many things for me to catch up.
especially my mathematics.
it's really getting bad.
there's nothing to motivate me to study anymore.
i didn't even study for any maths test now.
hence, i hired a a-maths tutor.
its on every thursday?

my memory is also getting from bad to worse.
the short-term-memory is killing me!
i had really forgotten many stuffs that my friends told me.
even my tuition timing, i've forgotten.
how bad can it goes?
it's time to change.
it's time to get ready for battle.
i've to pull up my socks and start studying.

one * particularly is trying to act gangster?
which * does not even have the 1%?
* is pretending to be fierce.
trying to act because someone is not around anymore?
come on la, wake up your idea.
we're not afraid of you la.
if you really have the guts, bring it on.
i've my best jie to help me right, opera queen? :D
and of course many more la. -.-
i think this is the longest post i've ever made in this year.

i don't like n.u.s.
they have so many projects that makes me feel so angry about it.