i'm disappointed with someone right now.
maybe it's all not worth it.

i'm also very disappointed with myself now.
for not working hard in any subjects.
i understand myself more than anyone else can.
i think my maths is getting bad.
i do not think that i can qualify for poly next next year if this carries on.
there's nothing to motivate me.
what's more with a part of me is gone now.
perhaps if i can't pass this year "n" level, i may decide to go to ITE.
mug super hard in the first year of ITE and go into Poly second year.
Isn't it great?
Slower way: sec 4 -> sec 5 -> Poly 1st year -> Poly 2nd year
Faster way: sec 4 -> ite 1st year -> poly 2nd year.
this way, there will be no difference between me and express.
we still graduate at the same time with me experiencing more things.
normal academic -> ite -> polytechnic.
right?