it's not easy to maintain a close friendship.
i find that the only friendship that i maintained well was between kenny and me.
other's friendship can't last long.
sometimes i asked myself, am i supposed to be in this world?
i hope that i don't exist in this world because of many reasons.
i do not want to see people crying.
i do not want to see people leaving us.
i do not want to see people quarreling.
i do not want to see people breaking up.
lastly, i do not want to see myself being sad.


i think that i'm really going to study hard this time.
really.
because i don't want to disappoint everyone.
i must show to you that i can do it.
i'm going to buck up in my chemistry first.


i had never regretted knowing you in my life.