i am not going to find it back again.

good morning guys!
i did not go to school yesterday.
i only heard of the serious earthquake at china recently.
i found it quite sad actually.
i cannot remember clearly who told me this that many children were smashed by the buildings.
their faces were crashed flat.
can you imagine how pathetic and poor thing they are?
i am very confused of what i am doing now.
somehow i felt that something is missing.
and it is drifting further and further away to the extent of me losing it.
i don't want to lose it.
or maybe it's just fate.
it's gone.
let fate decides the future.