Upon looking at the PAST conversations that I had with some people, it sort of let me know something.

I had been too sensitive towards certain things.



I also realized that I had missed out TOO MANY things. If I had control my temper a little, things would not turn out to be this way.




I always get jealous over small little things and will start to act pitiful in front of people. I hate myself for doing that.

I am thinking of many things now.




SO MANY.

Is it a good start, or is it a bad start?



I gave myself a chance to accept certain things that I do not accept in the past. And I do not know whether is it a good choice. I am really afraid of breaking people's heart.



The BETTER you treat me, the MORE AFRAID I am afraid of hurting you.








So many homework not done yet. :'(