This is my second post for the day. How rare.

I no longer have that motivation anymore. That striving for the best attitude is no longer there. I am going to flunk many subjects. I am so fucking afraid that my results will be atrocious.

Combined Science, that's expected.

I don't expect the rest of my subjects to hit C5. Better be B3 for all or even better!

Perhaps I am giving myself way too much stress that even my family members are shocked. But without stress, there will be no good results what! How am I going to slack when everyone is busy studying.

So so so many things to do after o level's. 2 jobs for me has been secured tightly. Universal studio when I start school next year. If you have any job that is of pay $6.50 and higher, please contact me a.s.a.p!

Let me sum up the things that I will be doing after o level's.

  • Cut bangs again (not that I want to, but my fringe is really thin currently)
  • Dye hair
  • Work
  • New blogskin project
  • Get dslr after my pay
  • Save $1000 as spare cash
  • Save $1000 for japan trip
  • Get a ktv set
All these have to be completed in systemically order as they are ranked with priorities. If you are keen to get me any of those stated, contact me k! Haha! This will be another wasted sentence as I doubt anyone of you will get me anything!

I am not looking forward to Christmas. If there are no celebration with friends, I will be going to my brother's house for Christmas party.

Don't know why am I feeling so down now. Okay, I know. It's because of food & nutrition o level's tomorrow. Damn tiring.


p/s: ONCE AGAIN, PCBS, I DON'T LIKE THE IDEA OF YOU REITERATING MY POST OR TWEET TO ANYONE AT HOME. :)